Day 28 of officially throwing Western Medicine away for anything other than traumatic injuries etc. day 15 for running. Lupus is about in the same state that it was a month ago, I have the occasional neuro symtom (rining in ears, tremors etc but none of that bothers me anymore, no real issues, heart has really stabilized and actually has come down in beat count for resting, my BP is out standing, 109 over 69 my energy level rocks in the morning, I sleep until 5:30 ish and I don't feel like a zombie. Starting to see some clearing in my rashes on my face. My tendonitis and back pain feels 90 percent better most of the time, there are some moments occasionally that it is at a high level, but I have learned to manage it so far with breathing, and most importantly I look back on the past 24 hours and become truthful with myself and how I might have caused it by worrying to much. We have a lot of worries right now, financially I see us in ruin with in 6 months unless something happens for the plus or atleast nothing worse happens on the horizon. But maybe that will be a blessing that I have been looking for. Not sure how one can look at a financial ruin as a blessing (caused by Lupus bills and actions taken for them) but maybe it will knock us down so low that we just live in each moment and are thankful for them. It is the reason why I gave up on Medicine so it might already be showing it's bounty of gifts. Had money not been a issue I would be hooking up to Benelysta or Rituxan monthly right now and I fought that with No's based on I knew we could not afford them. Exhale and Inhale with a smile of renewed spirit and love.
Qi-gong, I did it this week. if you were a non believer and watching from the outside you would laugh and walk away while eating your GMO crap filled Mc Donalds callin me a quack. However as a patient and somebody who believes and really needs this outlet to work I can say that it did. I am ever so thankful for this community for having the Integrative Therapies by the Franciscan Sisters of Perpetual Adoration and the fact they offer this on a fee based services for those in real need as well as for those that can afford, I am on the first half of this statement and they do not judge if I pay only 5 dollars or even if I can not pay any. I start Acupuncture on the 9th, I need to schedule some more in advance as well. I am also going to try cupping and Reki in the next two weeks.
Diet wise I have been spotless (yesterday was a planned poor performer day, beer and food at a beer and wine festival with my family and I am ok with that) I will not allow a once a month activity to cause stress on my lifestyle choices, it is far better than living that life everyday. I cut out two mornings of coffee and traded it for tea, and added some Ginger tea and a Licorice Root Tea most nights. I had multitudes of fresh veggies , fruit only small amounts of animal protein. I added flaxseed, hemp protein and some wheat germ to so many dishes. I ate salmon once again this week. THis week on the mornings where I switch out coffee for tea I will switch out for water instead and cut out that mornings caffeine all together. I also bought some tempah to switch out for animal protein in one meal, thinking of making a vegetarian chili or a vegetarian whole grain spaghetti dish with it, salmon probably twice and then animal protein. I am also thinking about trying one month of being a vegetarian (not a vegan) yet atleast. I am reading a book called Eat & Run by one of the most famous ultra runners, Scott Jurek. He switched to Vegan actually and that is when he felt his body become alive and feel stronger, repair quicker. His experience is a being a Physical therapist in hospitals and seeing people get sicker as they came into the hospitals, he felt the diet the hospitals was offering was part of the reason. Couple things that struck me about this book, were listening to him watch his mother slowly get worse with her MS and him watching her take her mounds of pills. When He was young he was told he needed to be on meds for high blood pressure and he fought it as a kid, he did not want to take meds and get worse and needing more and more of them to take care of the side effects of the other meds.. (pretty observant for a kid) and he fought his parents and Dr's saying he cold fix his high blood pressure on his own... one dr finally gave him a chance and told him to meditate about a place where he was happy, he found that place and they tested him, He was able to bring his blood pressure down on his own.. never had to go on medicines and learned the power of self right there! The other was his Mention of coming across the Book Spontaneous Healing by Dr. Andrew Weil... being I just finished it and read all the cases of people beating even Yes ... Auto Immune diseases. I realized I am so on the right path.
That is a lot of ramble isn't it. lol
15 days of running now, with two runs that were a bit longer. the daily run is only a mile for now but I am happy with that. my "longer run" is 1.5- 2.0 miles in length.. once again. perfectly content with that.. not so long ago I would be trying to push out 6-8 miles already in a hurry to get back to shape.. but I am recognizing this is a journey and someday the path will get me there and when it does that will be great, but in the meantime I celebrate every step.
My weight this morning is 224 (yesterday it was 222) but yesterdays beer festival did that.. LOL. Still 224 is 16 lbs down from my 240 start mark on April 1st. My journey is going to take me to 190-195, when that happens, no worries not in a hurry, this is about being healthy not skinny, no big celebration in 195 if I am still battling Lupus..and the nasty side effects of western medicine.