Wednesday, July 13, 2011

Last Night

I realized how much I am holding inside (note sadness is almost always started by lots of pain) and I just tried to dump. I cried very hard last night. I have such a big journey in front of me, so many things that have piled up. When did I stop taking out the excess garbage? This will be quite the journey for sure.

I took two Dilauded's last night to cut the pain it did'nt (that is a bad sign of how deep this is in my joints).

It was also MTX night. Yuck.

My 245 weight was Definitely fluff, I weighed in this morning at 235. 

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