another night of no sleep

2:30 came and went last night and I was still awake. I need to get to the bottom of this. However I did read some good info and might cancel my appointment with my PCP for next thursday, I think I can work through this pain in my hip maybe not by next thursday but if I stick to it I can by the end of the month I bet. If I want this bad enough I should be able to do this, if it does not cure by me than I chalk it up to Lupus, I see no reason to see my PCP for my hip pain anymore unless it starts to resonate further and more consistent in the groin as well. I am going to seek out and destroy the non Lupus things, and let my Rheum and Neuro handle the rest they are both more than competent, i need to get a note book again to write down that way I can write it down, any possible triggers and move on..